I am struggling to keep going, I just read someone else’s blog. And she mentioned how grateful she is to everyone that is putting this program together for us. I noticed how inconsiderate I have been. I am back in with a sense of appreciation to all you guys who I haven’t met yet. I just remembered that things get worse before they get better. “Upps opinion” i must recognized that a lot of things have improved one of the most important one is to not start what i am not going to finish. So i will finish this program and enjoy the process. Life keeps on trying to throw me off. I will beat my old blue print.